Monday, January 17, 2011

cinderella

i'm finally in control of my feelings. haha. it has occurred to me that nothing can ever happen unless i allow it to happen. so, as long as i do not let myself to think or feel excessively, i will be just fine. yes, they can ask me out, they can show me kindness, they can cheer me up; but at the end of the day,these people are just being nice. i should never misunderstand it for something more. otherwise, i will risk being disappointed and brokenhearted.

in a way, i guess i am lucky to be given the opportunity to experience all of these things. i will definitely remember them for the rest of my life. as long as i don't take anything too seriously or personally, everything will be okay. you know what they say.. enjoy the moment while it lasts =) now, everything will go back to normal. no more hopes and expectations for anything to happen. to you, you and you, thanks a lot!

i'm actually looking forward to the Italian masquerade ball. watching everyone in their costumes will be so much fun! of course i'll probably be a little jealous because i can't look as good as they do, but it won't stop me from enjoying the beautiful sight. it is not every day we get to play dress up right? lol. already i'm thinking about what to wear. i mean, a dress would be hard to find; one that fits at that. how much am i willing to spend on the outfit? wait, let me rephrase that. how much CAN i possibly spend on an outfit? i'm already broke as it is.



it brings me back to the ball scene I've watch in movies; prince charming searchiing for his cinderella in the crowd, not realizing that she's actually right before his eyes. when they finally meet, their faces will be hidden behind their masks and their identities shall remain a mystery. then. he'll go looking for her all around town until he finds who the glass slipper belongs to and live happily ever after~

oh well, maybe i will get my fairytale ending someday, or maybe i won't. who knows right? all i can do is just hope for the best. i believe that everyone should have a chance to find happiness and i really hope i will not be an exception in this case

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