Spain won the 2010 FIFA World Cup. i can't say that i'm very happy about that but i guess it is their time to shine, especially after winning the EURO 2008. i, on the other hand have nothing to celebrate about. it was confirmed yesterday that my uni fees has increased by RM251. adding to the previous quantity, my student loan will be equivalent to 0.00 after they deduct the advance i took to last year. this will continue for two more semesters. "hooray" for me.
my SIEP report is still undone. that is entirely my fault of ourse. i could've done it at home but i didn't. now i have to rush everything. if only i don't have choir practice tonight. i could finish everything and have it printed by tomorrow. i could stay up but i have class at 8am tomorrow and i don't want to be late.
i still feel awkward coming back to uni and attending class again. it's like i'm back to square one. i have to get to know my classmates and get used to them all over again. i have to admit that i don't adapt too well and it sucks. my subjects are pretty tough too. i've got to work extra hard to maintain my grades.
another thing i'm worried about is the JPA scholarship. i'm really hoping that i'll get it. if i do, i wouldn't have to worry so much on my financial situation, not to mention that i do not have to be such a heavy burden on my parents anymore. it will also guarantee a job opportunity once i graduate. i can pay off my loan as soon as possible too.
i'm not sure if i'm blowing things out of proportion or it is really as bad as it sounds roght now. all i know is i'm a mess and i need to get everything fixed as soon as i can cos they're driving me nuts.
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