today was sort of a weird day. i woke early hoping i'll be able to participate in a game involving water ballons. it turns out that my supoosed teammates were not as enthusiastic as i was. they were still asleep when i was about to go in action. so, i went back to my room and continued with my chemistry assignment. thankfully, i manage to finish it after lunch. i slept for a few hours after that because i was feeling lightheaded. i woke with an even worse headache..
my dinner was provided tonight. i paid for it last semester. it's a long story. anyway, it wasn't my kind of food. so, i didn't enjoy it as much as i would have like to.
i received a shocking news from my brother a while ago. i don't know what to think of it. it sucks big time. i hate having to deal with stuff i don't know about. i can't believe no one told me about this and i have to find out like this. i told you today was a WEIRD day. sighs.. i seriously don't know what to do. i mean, why my brother? with everything that has happened with my mum, isn't things bad enough for us already? no wonder he was having trouble in school. i hate this so much! i guess Allah SWT is testing me with all this. i'm supposed to face it patiently and wait to discover the reason behind all this mess. i just hope i can see the silver lining soon enough because i don't know how much i can take anymore before i break..