thank you for asking how i'm doing. thank you for offering a helping hand. your timing was perfect. i couldn't cry when i needed to yesterday but you gave me a reason to do so. i was touched by your concern and now i can let everything out.
these few days have been really challenging for me. lecturers, studies, friends, loved ones, something somewhere just had to go wrong. however, i believe that God put in this situation because He believes that i can get myself out of this mess and become much stronger of a person.
i had so much to say the day before but now, the don't seem that important anymore. it is in the past and if i want things to get better, it is me who has to change to solve the problem and not the other way round. all i want to do now is get myself together and give my best in everything i do. people can never escape change and it is my job to learn to deal with it. i can't let every little thing bother me anymore affect my judgment. it is important that i stay in control of myself at all times. i cannot handle another breakdown becaus i don't think i can pick myself up again..
in the meantime, i shall keep myself busy to avoid myself from thinking too much. i have tons of assignments to do and we're having tests every week now. i don't think i have time to think about people who couldn't give a damn about me. Gambate-neh, Martina-chan! akiramenaiyo <3
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