not the end

maybe i should just quit.. or maybe not. yes, it has shaken me. the fact that our rivals are improving while i'm back to square one. it has been awile since i've debated. i might have even forgotten how to do it. i want to improve so badly but things hasn't gone as planned. but there's still time. i know i can do this. have faith, Martina... in yourself and everyone else. i am not giving up just yet